spontaneous prose... tears

overflowing emotions

i wasn't ready for you

yet.

not yet.

not tomorrow either.

today after school there was a Runes (the literary mag at my school) poetry slam and it was reeeeeaaallllyy just, fun. and well also intense. one boy played the guitar and sang a song he wrote about last year, and a girl, and seasons, and i just lost it. tears fell like this shitty weather outside... no reason? no, plenty of reasons but that was just unexpected. i'm feeling a little gloomy, the weather doesn't help, but this week has been such a series of highs and lows i am actually just... tired. exhausted. simply beat.  i hear from my ed school tomorrow at 3pm. no biggie. that is both sarcastic and serious, simultaneously.  yoga at 8 tonight. good nights sleeeep. tgif? weird.

okay.

more later. possibly.