m&d

its really really hard for parents to be so selfless because there really isnt much of a difference between parent and child 

except parent has to put child BEFORE them

..because as children all we do is think about 

OUR LIVES OUR LIVES OUR LIVES OUR FUTURES ETCETC 

but seriously its not like our parents lives just stop when ours starts

there must be something called 

empty nest depression 

when parents lose a sense of life. 

and getting old is a bitch and being alone is bitchier.

i need a prom date

oh, look what i found

a free write from september 16th, 2008.

that's my friend phoebe's birthday!

here it goes:

"whattup college & purple nail polish during TRIG i, stare blankly at the white board, white board, black board, bored. it's chilly the hum of a/c blocks busy voices, so strange being immersed in thought in a place where i'm usually immersed in thought? sense, bite my nail, tap my toe, free next, free now, free eternally - - squeak shoes, clack shoes, cough twitch itch. bell rings and i leave... no, i'm already so gone."

look what else i found... 

"General Instructions with Exit" from the hospital

FRACTURE: COCCYX

The coccyx ("tail bone") is located at the lower end of your spine.  It is possible to fracture this bone when you fall and land in a seated position.  This injury takes about four weeks to heal.  Until then, it will be painful to sit and have bowel movements.

yay! what a year!

i can't wait fer kawlidge. lolz. okay bye.

ps. i'm serious... i need a prom date