apocalypse 2012

if the mayan calendar proves legitimate

facebook statii (sp?) statuses (yep.)

across the nation will be rendered obsolete.

ahem.

i made a mistake - and i'm paying the price.

it

costs

so much time!

and a few tears.

but - in return/repentance/recuperation 

i get the opportunity to

adapt&excel?

find a better fit, a more deserving home

i see that i'm not at all the same girl i was in april

i don't want the same school as i did then

or boy,

or some friends,

and i have different interests

and goals

and friends

and boy.s.

new beginnings become more desirable when we have to work harder to desire them. i make sense to myself... and that is all that matters, for now.

anyway, my Bubby (grandma) says i'll come out on top, and she's never wrong.