image is everything in this town

if i can play any role in the movie in my mind i think i would choose to be the villain because then i could really understand.. or actually probably not even understand at all -- what it actually is that makes compulsive liars so dangerous it must be that they don't even realize they are lying at all. and even if they do realize it it is almost convincing enough that they start to believe their own lies - and then this falsified figure, premeditated image and convoluted creation appears real - and the fine line between what seems yes or no (and magical realism) completely wipes off the white board. don't even have to lick yer fingers just swipe digits across the smooth surface and you wouldn't even know fabricated ph(f)rases plagued the blank board- - - i feel a little tired - - whenever there's nothing to comment about let's talk about how tired we are. i'm so tired. i'm tired. ahh im soo tired. im a little tired.  i'm just tired.  why am i so tired?

i am not fucking tired. i am more awake than enlightened siddhartha - i am wide awake. i am wired. i drank starbucks... remember when $3.25 was a paperback not a cup of coffee? well, i don't  --  starbs replaced a used book store and all we have to compensate are coin quotes on the back of cups, but not during holiday seasons when christmas cheer trumps creativity -- iiiii loveeeeeee me a sfvanillatte anyway - hippo.crit. - haaaayyyyyyyy stoppp thaaaat. i love you guys.