Sunday, September 27, 2009

take a walk down

memory lane can be a wonderful place.
i read my blog posts from a while back and i think i used to be a lot more contemplative on the surface than i am now. what i meaaannnn by that is i made it really obvious that i was always thinking about something peculiar or interesting or even ordinary -- but i communicated whatever it was.. often.
im so much more internal, partially because i dont have friends like julia jen and danielle etc to listen to me rahrahrahhhh on and on.. but also i think i push those thoughts away to just be.
i miss those crazy thoughts
i cant tell if i am happier now or then
i feel a little dumber actually.

i miss english class.